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Wednesday, May 30, 2012

Taking a breath

Sometimes when you've clamped on you skis and are racing down a hill that is steeper than you'd thought, life intervenes to bring you to an unsuspected plateau where you can catch your breath.

I don't think Virginia Woolf ever anticipated sending anyone racing perilously downhill, but the uninterrupted, dogged work on my book about her aesthetics had put me in a downward spiral.  Though last week was productive--the chapter on To the Lighthouse is nearly finished--I felt like an old woman, unable to find the energy to do two things at once:  to work on the book and to feel as if I was glad to be alive.  So I was just doggedly working on the book.  In fact, I felt to some degree that I simply was "the woman who worked on the book."  I'm sure this is something all writers feel when they become, for good or ill, single-minded about their work.

But on Saturday afternoon, I would be reading from Soul Weather at the Cathedral Village Arts Festival, so on that glorious Friday in an otherwise grey rainy week, I got the first chapter back out to do the inevitable revisions.  There are two advantages to reading from something you're working on.  One is obvious:  you get to experience other people's reactions and to reconsider some of your choices.  The second is perhaps less obvious, and happens even before you open your mouth to read aloud.  The very threat of a public reading sends you back to revision mode with a kind of seventh sense.  You are forced to experience the cadences of the words in your mouth and imagine them in other people's ears.  You consider what you can actually do in a brief 20 minutes.  Having read a couple of essays lately on effective beginnings to novels, I looked at the first 10 pages of Soul Weather to see how well I'd managed to accomplish two contradictory things, one slow, one fast:  to immerse the reader/listener in the idea-world that the novel will become, but also to involve the reader in a narrative that would make the characters and the idea-world compelling.  It felt good to make some adjustments to the early pages, to get things going more quickly, and to see that for me at least the ideas still held.  So thank you CVAF for putting a plateau on the side of that mountain.

On Sunday, Bill was heading for Swift Current to spend some time talking about healthy living, so I thought I'd make up for my Friday of hookey by working on Woolf that morning.  To quote Winnie the Pooh, "it rained, and it rained, and it rained."  I had a lovely afternoon tea with Veronica, but other than that and vacuuming up water in the basement, and making stew we could eat on Bill's return, I can't honestly remember what I did that day.  Monday I got back on my horse and did a good day's revising on the Woolf book.

And then the sun came out.  And renovations picked back up again, and Bill was away, so I had to be at home herding cats.  (Actually, in our household we don't herd them.  We call and they usually come.)  I decided to take two days off Woolf, and to begin the first day with an early breakfast with my friend Katherine.  Here, friendship made another plateau.  She's just returned from helping out while her fourth grandchild was born and had stories.  And we talked as we always do about our latest reading on the environment--two mature women with their shared hobby horse.  The environment, particularly our ability to be at home on a planet whose weather we don't recognize (does the rain and cold of the last week or so ring any bells?) is one of my concerns in Soul Weather.  But to quote Virginia Woolf (inevitably), who reports on painter Lily Briscoe's thoughts about Mr Ramsay's practice of philosophy, "Teaching and preaching is beyond human power, Lily suspected.  (She was putting away her things.)  If you are exalted you must somehow come a cropper" (39).  I don't intend to teach or preach.  I hope to create some drama that arouses your curiosity.  I was telling Katherine that a character who entered the book about half way through was a fellow named Chris who was doing graduate work--I thought, on animal language.  Katherine, who teaches a class on environmental psychology and who is far more widely read than I am, pointed out that he'd have to understand the animal in its ecosystem in order to explore its language, and that there was interesting work being done on birds.  I could get a start on my reading with Trevor Herriot's Grass, Sky, Song, which was sitting on my bookshelves, waiting.

I would return after breakfast to find a carpenter putting frames around my new windows,  mudding in the kitchen, and taking off the door frame into the dining room so we can get the new fridge in; to an electrician coming in the next few days; to the tile installer who would seal my new ceramic tiles.  I would need to deal with finding a cat sitter and arranging delivery of the appliances.  Trevor Herriot seemed like a wonderful companion, an antidote to downhill sweep of working on Woolf while I tried to organize renovations.  I could do some weeding in there and think about my next quilting project, which needs to be applique rather than piecing because piecing is chaoric and I can't stand any more chaos.

So this morning, I settled down with the cats in front of the open window where I drank my coffee and watched the birds and the bicyclists and the dog walkers, and continued yesterday's reading of Grass, Sky, Song, picking up with a chapter titled "On the Air."  Sitting on a porch that's become an Aeolian lyre in the wind, Herriot thinks about the work of David Abrams in his groundbreaking book of eco-philosophy.  In a chapter called "The Forgetting and Remembering of the Air," Abrams describes "the Lakota and Navajo understanding of the air as the continuous and material flow that enters our bodies and consciousness in breath and thought, thereby connecting us to everything else in creation....Abram says that our language and culture are rooted in the knowledge that air is the matrix of spirit and awareness, but his larger thesis argues that language and culture arose from our sensuous immersion in the 'more-than-human' world of nature."  In turn, that world of air and awareness is made manifest by the birds--by the robins across the street who seem to be almost hovering around the mountain ash, perhaps picking off its berries. "We are fascinated by birds, hold them in our esteem, because they put flesh upon, incarnate the soul of the land they inhabit, bringing it to our senses in ways that mammals, insects, or reptiles cannot match." Herriot's words and Abram's ideas were timely, not only for my thinking about Soul Weather, but for this moment of my life.

I have always thought that some of life's joys are the simplest things.  One is the feeling of air on your skin.  In the spring, you can almost feel the greenness of the air as it strokes newly bare arms.  Later in the summer, toward evening, you might walk through a pool of cooler, damper air coming from beneath the trees mixing with the warmer, dryer air on paths and sidewalks.  You are aware that the earth is breathing.  Another deep pleasure, connected to my poor efforts to meditate, is the awareness of my own breath, my sense of the way my breath takes in joy as I breathe in and achieves a momentary peace as I breathe out and am profoundly still for a moment before the whole cycle begins again.  And after my mother's death, I was so aware of the magic and the mystery of breathing:  of how I could choose to breathe, calming and being aware of my breath, yet how for the most part of my life it simply went on without my awareness.  For a while it was breathing, not a beating heart, that seemed to mark the difference between life and death.

Is this awareness of air and breath, whether seen in the dips and arcs of a goldfinch's flight or felt in one's own body, even more important for artists?  In one way, I don't think so:  I've always resisted the portrait of the artist as a special personage.  But the double meaning of the word "inspire" has a long and undeniable history, referring to our breathing and to our inspired connection with the world.  If we aren't still, don't find the time to reflect on the mystery of bird flight or on the soft regular breathing of our own bodies, if we're just hanging on as we careen down the mountain, our lives suffer and so our work suffers.  When we forget to breathe, we forget to see (Again, can't that be said for most people?)  So yes, I'll be going in tomorrow to revise the Lighthouse chapter.  But I'll not only be remembering to take a breath, I'll try to be mindful of all that breathing means.

Sunday, May 27, 2012

Creativity on the Street: Cathedral Village Arts Festival 2012

This Saturday, Rain or Shine, was our day to put on our funkiest clothes (that striped poncho your wife knitted you and which she later came to rue, that straw hat you wear twice a year, that retro jacket); make sure the streaks in our hair are ship shape; gather up the baby, the toddler, the bulldog, the ferret, and head for Thirteenth Avenue.  The streets were flooded with parked cars as far away as College, and Thirteenth was flooded with people in a carnival mood, so I'd say the CVAF was a success this year.   And if you couldn't find funk in your closet, you could always find something playful on the street.

The Cathedral Village Arts Festival has morphed over its twenty-one years.  If my memory serves me, the early festivals were largely card tables attended by craftspeople (lots of potters and jewellery makers, with a few soap makers and seamstresses thrown in for spice).  Now there's more mainstream food, rather than simply the booth tended by the Immigrant Women.  Mini Donuts are a staple, though now Callebaut ice cream and potato ships on a stick have been added.  This year I saw it as a space where ethics could meet kitsch.  There was the wind chime intended for beer drinkers (beer cans strung up), some fairly loud stained glass and original drawings for kiddies.   But there were also booths like People for Animals, the Regina Farmers' Market, the Saskatchewan Writers' Guild, Bodhi Tree Yoga.  The SWG wanted you to write on their wishing wall, saying what you'd like in your neighbourhood.  A local film industry was a popular choice.  One young woman was selling fair trade saris that had been handstitched together to make a large two-sided scarves in extraordinary colours.  The clothing shop Seeds sells "sustainable style."  Recycling was much in evidence, not only in the streetside bins.  Grass Roots Global sells nothing but locally or imported hand-made products, many of them of recycled materials, and donates 5% of their profits to the village of Takeo in Cambodia.  Another vendor had made charming baskets out of recycled newspaper--mostly the coloured comics, I suspect.

I wanted to talk to some of the artisans to see what their lives were like and to understand what their craft contributed to them.  I have this sense that people who make things, even if it's socks or signs, are, simply, happier (when they're not worried about making a living or about the challenges of their craft and whether they're living up to them).     My sample isn't in any way representative:  I'm a blogger, not a journalist.  It's also coloured by the fact that I had to find people who had a moment to talk to me.  So I didn't speak with Sarah Sanderson, a jewelery artist who had come from Winnipeg and whose work with semi-precious stones, fossils, and pearls is both unique and elegant.  She was understandably swamped.  I'll admit, though, that I'd like to talk to her about the relationship between her new age beliefs and the inventiveness and beauty of her work.  On her website, Sarah writes that she  "believes that crystals are positive, energetic contributors to alternative healing and general well-being. ...It is a common occurrance to have customers 'tuning in' to the energy of her jewellery"  Yet if the positive energy of crystals and semi-precious stones is the only thing that's important, she could simply put them in little velvet or leather bags that we could pin into our pockets for safe-keeping.  But her designs are inventive and her craftsmanship painstaking.  Beauty clearly plays a role in what she makes, yet she doesn't speak of it, as if there's no language for the utility of beauty the way there is for the utility of healing energy.  


But I did speak with Rachel Krywulak, whose inviting booth contained comforting crochet scarves and funky, cheerful jewelery.  Rachel is a student at O'Neill, and began making her jewelery when a close friend moved to Montreal, leaving her lonely and a little bored.  She simply wants, she told me, to make people smile.
Certainly people smile at Rhoderic's retro aprons.  After we'd talked for a moment about the display of vintage aprons at the McMichael's "Fashionality" exhibit (see previous blog), I asked him why aprons.  First, he just loves them.  Second, they don't require a huge outlay.  By day, often beginning at 6 a.m., he works at the Hotel Sask, sometimes also putting in a short shift at the Thirteenth Avenue Safeway.  When he comes home, he's bored and tired.  He has always loved to sew, he said.  Making an apron lifts his spirits and it's something he can accomplish quickly.  Just as I walked away from taking his picture, a young woman said, with glee in her voice, "I want that one"--and pointed to the exquisite Marilyn Monroe number on the left.  In that instant, many of us felt a surge of delight--about her excitement, about Rhoderic's creativity, about the stories that little apron will tell in five years' time.

Monday, May 14, 2012

Fashionality at the McMichael Canadian Art Collection


I don't know whether I stayed an extra day in Toronto because I was clever or because the confusion of the renovations somehow infused my travel plans.  But I managed to make wonderful use of the time.  Sunday I began by wandering the Kensington Market Area, taking in more of the Toronto "street theatre" and even becoming part of it when two sisters (my age) were taking turns taking pictures of the other with their elderly mother in front of the house where she'd grown up;  I offered my services as unofficial photographer.

Then I went on to the Gardiner Museum, trying to see the exhibits as Lee, my young ceramacist, would see them.  Saskatchewan was well-represented by Vic Cicansky, Jeannie Mah, and Marilyn Levine, whose work always stuns me, no matter how much of it I see.  The piece on display was one of ther leather suitcases.  What's extraordinary is the way she imagines how these pieces were used by their owners.  There are worn patches (patches of "worn" clay that looked remarkably like worn leather) under the suitcase's clasps, and one of the straps had been broken--the leather underneath lighter than the rest.  I can't think of any artwork that  more effectively captures the presence of absence, that so powerfully evokes the lives of the people Levine imagined using them, unless it's perhaps her touching, plangent worn boots.

 Lee noticed a couple of things on this visit.  One is that ceramic work is sometimes characterized by a kind of quest for perfection:  the perfect shape, the even glaze.  Ruth Gowdy McKinley threw a teapot whose round shape seems almost rounder than round, that impression strengthened by the quiet perfection of the flat pale blue glaze.  In contrast are artists like Ewen Henderson, who handbuilds monumental shapes using different kinds of clay so that the firing has a differentt effect on different  features, or Jean-Pierre Larocque who slab-builds monumental, craggy faces.  Sometimes a ceramicist like Richard Devore throws a perfect bowl, enveloping it with a glaze worthy of Mark Rothko, but insizing the edges with little notches to remind us that the work is made by hand. 

Some china from Holland that depicted street scenes prompted Lee to notice that more often than not, the decoration of ceramics gestures toward the natural world--flowers, of course, but butterflies, bugs, rabbits, and in one instance some charming goats.  So there we are with an artifact that is profoundly cultural reminding us of the natural world.  I wonder why?  I clearly have more to learn about ceramics.

Today I worked for a while and then drove north to the McMichael Canadian Art Collection.  In 1954 and 1955, Robert and Signe McMichael bought one painting by Tom Thompson and then a Lawren Harris, the beginnings of a collection of Group of Seven and aboriginal art that became the McMichael Canadian Art Collection in 1965.  More recently, Robert and Signe went to court to protect their vision from being diluted or compromised by other kinds of Canadian art.  They had hoped, even after giving the collection to the province of Ontario, to control and limit the collection and were deeply disappointed when they could not continue to impose their vision on the gallery's mission.

"Fashionality" is a perfect illustration of the reason why no one should have authoritative control over a collection.  This exhibition explores clothing as a cultural artefact, and the artists, mostly women, found quite a variety of ways of using clothing to query our culture, our world view, and our habits.  Barb Hunt's "In Thrall / Enthrall" was a claustrophobic wall full of vintage aprons that evoked, first, the labour that fifties women did in kitchens, and then the expectation that they continue to be beautiful and decorative while they did that work.  Nicole Dextras' "Weedrobes" series consisted of photographs of beautiful and baroque clothing she made entirely of natural materials:  a dress made entirely of lilacs, a suit made of leaves "sewn" together with thorns.  Each of these was modelled in an aggressively urban setting to remind us that we are always connected to the natural world,.  Natalie Purschwits' "Make Shift" was an exhibition of clothing that she had made entirely herself.  She set herself the task of making everything she wore, including shoes and bras, for a year.  The inventiveness is pure fun.   More provocative was Camille Turner's "Miss Canadiana" performance piece, captured in a number of ways.  Camille Turner is black.  So her image, captured in plates and mugs in tiara and Miss Canadiana sash quickly asks us how we imagine the image of "Miss Canadiana."  Videos of her visits to communities in this persona captured people's delight and discomfort when faced with an image they implicitly questioned.  They come face to face with their stereotypes.

Most powerful for me was Michelle Karch-Ackerman's "The Lost Boys," which is a wall of small (10 inches or so)  hand-knitted and hand-dyed  sweaters with twigs through their arms that creates a collage on two gallery walls.  Playing Wendy to the 733 (of 801) young Newfoundland men who died in the battle of Beaumont-Hamel, Karch-Ackerman and an army of knitters have made this small emblem of comfort.  Each is knitted or dyed slightly differently; some women have used cables or patterned stitches to individualize theirs, other knitters have tucked messages inside the sweaters.  With the twigs through the arms they look, just for an instant, like a sea of crosses on the gallery wall until they are once again comforting sweaters made for the Lost Boys.

Sunday, May 13, 2012

The Art of Conversation: Canadian Creative Writers and Writing Programs Conference


When I touched down in Toronto, I picked up my car and went straight to the Art Gallery of Toronto, which has not only its own remarkable collection but also a special exhibition from the Picasso Museum Paris which owns work that Picasso still held when he died. The seventeenth-century baroque mansion in which these works are housed needs renovation; in turn, they needed money to pay for the renovations and a safe place to keep the work while the renovations are undertaken.  So there have been a number of travelling exhibitions, including the one at the AGO.  There was method in my madness.  First, the AGO is closed Monday, so I couldn't end my Toronto time there.  But more importantly, I couldn't think of a twentieth-century artist more relentlessly creative than Picasso, more capable of calling our means of expression into question (paintings that are entirely blue?  Why not?) and then re-inventing it (again).  It seemed like a wonderful way to begin a weekend thinking about creativity.  The Picasso exhibition was organized both thematically and chronologically so that you could see the development of his style along with historical events.  The single painting I found most powerful was his "Massacre in Korea" (which you can find via Google Images); I had no idea this powerful commentary even existed.


But art galleries, for me, (as I've said far too many times) are also lessons in attention.  I've talked about how one is prompted to see the world more attentively, with more engagement, after being in an art gallery.  This time, though, that effect started up even before I got there, partly the effect of suddenly being elsewhere, partly the effect of getting ready to see.  Toronto streets are theatrical in a way that Regina streets just aren't.  I couldn't help trying to capture a bit of the theatre.  There's doubtless a story here, either about someone moving and wondering where the friend with the truck was, or someone getting rid of past selves the way a snake sheds its skin, or someone who perhaps needs to sell some things because....who knows?   It's that "who knows?" that makes it theatre.


I hadn't been to the AGO since Frank Gehry's renovations were completed, but you can see here that he also tries to get a conversation going with the street.  There is a point on the fourth floor where the easiest way to get upstairs is to go outside the building and come back in, and as you do you are invited to linger and admire the skyline, reflecting on the art that is stored inside and the art that's being made, daily, in people's lives.  Or the art that inspires an architect, or the art of chance that plunks a new building down on a skyline, making something entirely new.  For me, there was also a conversation between these very realistic views of Toronto and the work of Jack Chambers.  His paintings are realistic with a difference.  You can clearly tell that the subject is a young boy watching television or a fifties family at dinner, but the expression, the handling of paint, is tender without being sentimental.  The Chambers exhibition was the other highlight of the AGO for me, along with their significant Group of Seven holdings.

Interestingly, this theme of conversation also permeated the CCWWP Conference (which we've decided to call "cwip" for short).  It made it so clear that teaching creative writing is quite different from teaching, say, Jane Austen.  Darryl Whetter wants to talk to his students about beauty.  K.I. Press, who teaches at Red River Community College and has students from diverse and sometimes rather sheltered backgrounds, wants to talk with her students about material they'd find shocking instead of censoring it with content warnings.  Priscilla Uppal wants to talk to her students about the realities of the writing life.  Michael Trussler, who teaches with me at the University of Regina, wants to create classes that will be attractive to both creative and non-creative students, and finds that a useful subject is poetics.  They talk first about Aristotle's Poetics, and then look at twentieth-century issues for writers that Aristotle couldn't possibly have anticipated, issues like the trauma of the holocaust or the degradation of the environment, always asking the question WWAS (What would Aristotle say?).  Jack Wang didn't want to walk about how good or how poor a work of writing was.  He preferred to do two things.  One to analyze its constituent parts:  action, character, theme, setting, language.  The other was to react to multiple drafts so that you can begin your commentary by talking about the reading experience and subsequently begin to make suggestions.

Many of want to talk about ethics, as if teaching in the creative writing classroom also  involves us in more ethical issues than simply teaching literature--and indeed it does.  Robert McGill wanted to make sure that we read our students' creative work in two ways:  that we might note real-life stresses and strains, even signs of mental illness in student writing, but that we must also read the work as if it were completely invented, reading for craft, which is also to read respectfully.  Meaghan Strimas talked about the ethics of writing autobiographically and described the strategies one must use when "outing" one's family.  Make sure that the people you write about have a chance to read your work before you publish it.  Sometimes you might even conflate the (often supposedly autobiographical) speaker and your ostensible subject so that you share the limelight, the exposure, even the critique.

Jonas Williams bravely sought to distinguish between "know what" and "know-how," perhaps inadvertently revealing that when we get together, we cwips talk more about how to conduct our classes than what to teach in them.  First let me say that there were numerous concurrent sessions, sometimes as many as 6 or 7 occurring at the same time, so I missed a great deal, even though I didn't skip any sessions.  So this is just an impression.  

The exception was Catherine Bush, who read a very thoughtful paper called "Looking As A Writer:  Ethics and Attentiveness."  For Bush, looking is both ethical and aesthetic; indeed she goes so far as to suggest that the way  we look at the world is an integral part of our style.  In a cacophanous world, every act of attending is an act of choice--an ethical choice, perhaps.  We can choose to attend to the murder of Osama bin Laden or to the stories of the Canadian men who are Manhattan sky walkers.  Our choice implies a world view.

The substantive part of the conference ended with a talk by Tim O'Brien that I can't hope to summarize.  But it begin with a funny story about his son confessing that he peed into a mesh waste basket in the bathroom where his father had just installed carpet because he had two heads.  One of them said "Dad's not going to like this."  The other head said "Yeah, but it'll be such fun!"  For O'Brian, the writer has two heads, making the writing process a conversation between our own lives and our intellects and the daydreams of the others who are our characters.  Or it's a conversation between "reality," which doesn't sufficiently dramatize moral dilemmas, and the imagination which manages to seduce the reader, taking her or him beyond surrender to the reality of the story into participation in it.  Quoting Picasso (perhaps he had also been to the exhibition where this was on one of the panels), he brought me weekend full circle by reminding us that "Art is a lie that helps us realize the truth."

Monday, May 7, 2012

Losing the Pears


We remain in chaos.  Here's today's sample.  The expert came to put in our new windows, but found two problems.  First, in our tiny kitchen, he and the carpenters who are installing the cabinets would be right on top of one another.  Second, the windows are two inches too big.  (The first windows were smushed by a forklift in the lumber yard, so we're into special order number 3.)  Then the contractor arrived with an electrician under the assumption that there was a kind of hurry-up problem about wiring.  I don't know where that rumour came from.  Then the plumber, who is a very professional fellow, stopped by to look at what his job was going to require tomorrow and thought that the lazy susan between the sink and the little dishwasher we're putting in wouldn't turn with plumbing in the cabinet.  Through all of this, the stolid carpenters Daniel and Lino, who keep up a quiet continuous conversation in Portuguese, just keep making the cabinets more beautiful adding crown moulding and beautifully bevelled doors. It's nearly six, and Daniel and Lino are still here, and I'm not entirely sure when they will leave.  They have to cut a hole in the countertop for the sink--a process Lino says can go wrong because we're re-using our almost-new sink and don't have a template. 

Through all of this, I have tried to keep cooking.  My new Crock Pot has been a god-send, since it will make a meal in a single dish, and I can get it going before chaos arrives in the morning.  I've also been clever about choosing menus that are tasty and healthy but not complicated and don't require a lot of  racing upstairs and downstairs,  I discovered early on that pasta was an athletic undertaking because we haven't had water on the main floor for about 17 days.  Upstairs to get water to cook the pasta in.  Downstairs to cook the pasta, and while it's cooking another trek upstairs to wash the green beans.  Downstairs to check the pasta.  Upstairs to drain the pasta.  You get the picture. 

I thought that yesterday, when Veronica came for dinner, we could barbeque chicken skewers with pineapple and red pepper and that I'd bake a "Cardamom-Infused Pear Crisp" from Tim Bittman's The Food Matters cookbook.  It's particularly easy because you don't even need to peel the pears, and you simply stir up the struesel in a bowl you melt butter in.  The weather couldn't make up its mind, however, so grilling wasn't going to happen.  And then I lost the pears.  Bill and I looked high and low for the sensible place I could have put the pears.  We emptied out the refrigerator.  We looked in every drawer in the dining room, even though we knew they were entirely full of the dishes and mugs and cereal and plastic wrap we need to keep going through renovations.   I thought perhaps I'd even taken them upstairs, chucking them in a bedroom or in the study, because after all I'd have to wash them before I cut them up.  No pears.  So I microwaved a quick apple crisp, and we took ourselves off to Pasta Prima for comfort food.  While we were waiting for dinner, I dug into my purse for the weekend's grocery receipt and looked at the produce I'd bought.  There were no pears.  I know I put six pears in a plastic bag.  The question is whether I left them somewhere in the produce section while I was filling a bag with apples or whether some innocent shopper got home to find six unexpected pears amongst the steak and the kale because I put them in the wrong shopping basket.

In the midst of this chaos, I was rewriting my paper on the benefits of having students with a range of skills in introductory creative writing classes, arguing that it's important that they be given the opportunity to practice creativity and that it's good for all writers to have a varied audience.  But I needed to begin with an argument for the importance of creativity in everyone's lives.  Picking up my green pen, getting ready to edit madly I read

I have come to see art as a culture's way of being curious about itself.  Fortunately, scholars and journalists give us wonderful analyses of our society's trends, bad habits, and moments of opportunity.  These, though, are always linked to fact—or should be.  (Though fact seems to be having a bad time these days in our public discourse.)  But we have assigned to our artists the task of being curious:  being curious about our humanity, being curious about the means we have for representing and exploring that humanity and the way those very means might offer distortions or opportunities for looking at ourselves differently—for re-envisioning ourselves.  We promise our artists some of our culture's most extraordinary freedoms—particularly freedom of expression at the outer limits to make dresses of meat or to publish descriptions of sexual brutality—and in return only ask that they keep our curiosity engaged, full of critique and wonder.  In a time of paradigm shift—when “google” and “tweet” have become verbs that redefine our ways of communicating and our expression—we need their curiosity more than ever.  In Kenneth Burke's words, society sends forth edicts and directives.  Art, in contrast, sends forth counter-statements and counter-directives.  It accomplishes this not necessarily by engaging in the discourse of the original political or social prompt, but through its creativity and through the imaginative, speculative space that creativity generates, encouraging us to think independently, joyfully, carefully, critically, playfully, outside the box often labelled “necessity.”

Who wrote that?  Surely not that woman who didn't even recognize that she didn't have any pears to put away, much less to lose?

Never mind.  They promise me water in my kitchen tomorrow.